experience is the best teacher

minggu ni agak tegang

kat cafe

kat rumah

awkward gila

rasa macam plastic masing masing

kalau ada award untuk pelakon paling plastic

mungkin boleh tercalon

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minggu ni genap seminggu 2 staffs baru masuk

shiba assistant chef

and diana jaga front of the house

diorg ni serba sikit jadi pak lawak kat cafe

muda belia lagi

sorang baru habis spm sorg lagi baru lepas lesen kereta

teramat la energetic

hyper!

nak tak nak rasa muda kejap la bila layan budak budak ni

pecah perut tengok perangai masing masing

teringat zaman naive

zaman kita fikir prince charming akan masuk meminang

atau we'll survive university life

get good results

be popular and have a lots of friends

baling mortar board

kawin muda

suami handsome

rumah besar

kereta mewah

and have our dream job

nah;

 ini reality bukan fairytale

HELLO!!!

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12 years back

I've imagined myself

being here on this day

with my bachelor degree

and a proper job

knowing what's the right step to take next.

oh man am I so wrong about this

tadaaaa~

12 tahun kemudian.....

I'm stuck at square one

memang la dah ada proper job

the one job that I enjoy doing

a degree

and a hopeless love life

gahhh

nak take a break!

options that I have now is to :

A. pursue my master programme overseas (with scholarship; *kata nak jadi lecturer? pfft)

B. teruskan bekerja (a job that I like)

C. accept the offer of being a head chef (totally new environment; but I got the qualities that they want)

D. get married..*eh? (yang ni perasan) haha

okay okay

D is out of the question;

A is what I really want to do

sebab only a few  culinarians yang nak sambung 

and actually dapat sambung dapat sponsor by the government to study gastronomy and brave enough to come back and mendidik anak bangsa *yang nak belajar* gittew

but the main reason I want to do it is to get out of the Malaysian education system

where by the lecturers are always right

and have the power to control and mould

and shape the students to be what the government want then to be

untuk mengikut sistem

untuk patuh pada arahan

dan dengan sengaja menyekat tahap kreativiti

untuk explore

untuk membuat kesilapan

diorg lupa;

experience is the best teacher

I do believe in that

you have to make mistakes to know what's right

and it's much better if you learn from other's mistake

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Istikharah dik;

kau cakap 

kau decide

kau plan macamana pun

kalau Allah tu tak redha tak guna jugak

*haha perli diri sendiri*

hantuk kepala kat dinding

and jom solat maghrib

dah azan

bye!

devil food chocolate cake anyone?

sebelum bayar denda pulang jubah lewat heee

fefeling princess kat menara canseleri uitm