guardian angel

i'm currently recovering from a heartbreak
yes it's been a month
and i can't completely get over him
but zar is helping me a lot
i am learning to let got "faster"
never been left without solid reasons before
i hope i'll get better before degree starts this coming September
i really do hope so

zar can see right through me

• "i saw the inside more than the outside
• i can read mimic, eye contact, body languages well"
  he knows everything
  i tried to act happy 
  but i sucks acting 
  why i even bother to act in the first place?
  
  
  zar is a good guy
  he loves to bake *will become a wonderful pastry chef one day
  he's a radiologist currently working and pursuing his degree at the same time
  we've known each other for 6 years *i think
  i thank Allah for lending him to me
  i hope he won't leave me so soon
  
  
  "When life knocks you down, try to land on your back. Because if you can look up, you can get up. Let your reason get you back up."