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Alhamdulillah
1st screening dah lepas
A psychometric test and an interview session awaits this week
Malam ni bercinta dengan mixer and oven untuk pavlova
Esok kena settlekan banyak benda
Art supply shops, pejabat fakulti and section 14 post office
Kelas 11.30am until zohor
Ya allah permudahkan lah urusan kami

I've been thinking a lot lately
"Hawa nampak akak recover lagi cepat sekarang ni"
And I smiled..and laugh because I think it's funny
Funny as how can a guy doesn't have a goal in his life
Mulut cakap lain hati lain actions lain
Macam cartoons
Macam lalang
Macam...kesian nya
I am a girl
A girl that battles a rare disease for almost 12 years
She can't sleep, eat, gain weight, have a normal life as anyone else's
But hey at least she knows what she wants
And she stick with it
She put on massive effort till she gets it
She never say "no" or "let's stop here" or "I can't do it anymore"

So why can't you be more like her?
Do your very best and never say no
Never hurt other's feelings towards you
Say good things/words as it reflects your heart

When the time comes
In shaa allah ada rezeki
Aq nak pergi jauh dari sini

Kau akan terus duduk di takuk lama
Bawah tempurung besi
Dalam dunia fantasi lakonan kau
Menyakitkan hati lebih ramai manusia


Dan aq akan memerhati dari jauh
Tersenyum
Tak guna jasad sihat
Tapi akal dangkal
Hati Penakut
Hati mati
Cuba lagi?
Cuba lagi

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